Emptiness
1/12/19
Emptiness
There has been so much in my life that I have let go of and that has let go of me in the last 6 months. Now I am sitting with some residue of the memories in my body temple, and more specifically in my spine. It has manifested into heavy energies that are causing the sensation of achy heat between my shoulder blades in the mid thoracics and up to my lower cervical spine. Usually under these circumstances my body starts a cleansing fever that would last for days and be pretty intense. However, today I was honored by one of my earth mothers/soul sisters with a physically assisted clearing. She herself is steeped in Shakti (divine feminine source) and can hold big loving space for my sometimes unpredictable energy patterns. It is truly a blessing and absolutely vital for me to have a conscious and loving Tribe around. Meanwhile I am at the same time opening up to another space...Emptiness! At first it was disorienting not to sense anything, meaning my old discords and behavioral impulses in relating to myself. However, both the low energy in my body and the inner silence that was starting to creep up on me and is now a place of courtship. How do I sit in my new Emptiness?..and wait in a state of high discernment, of what life is wanting to express through and as me. How do I wait to be filled up by life? There is a saying “the universe abhors a vacuum”. It is very tempting to want to fill this Emptiness with thoughts and activities that would consequently distract me from the presence of it. But, I am committed to my Beloved to be present to our relationship, as it deepens and expand. So, I am left with sitting in my Emptiness and tending to its needs, as I become more aware of subtle impulses that arises spontaneously from this still place. I will open up my breath into the vastness of this Emptiness and welcome anything and everything to arise. I have no idea of what will arise. However, right now, I am just sitting in my Emptiness and the only impulse I’m becoming aware of is the impulse to be very still and quiet…in mind and body.
"Lean into the hard earned Emptiness of you and wait for the abundant refill of your most spectacular dream.
Lean into your reward of Emptiness that is given to you after difficult letting goes and being let go of.
Lean into the Emptiness. The space where you get to be in awe of the magic of you…expanding beyond your wildest imagination.
Lean into the Emptiness with all the love and kindness that you have and reap the fruits of you becoming.
Lean into the Emptiness with all your hearts desire and witness the blooming of your universe.
Lean into the Emptiness and meet your future self with arms wide open and heart smiling.
InLove,
Sandra