I’d rather dance with the devil

I’d rather dance with the devil.

The most poisonous venom currently flowing through our society today, is the manifestation of the patriarch dressed up as the divine feminine. The kiss will invite you into a dance of seductive treason and you will feel the assault on your nature only after it has occurred, and that is the most dangerous movement of the patriarch there is.

I survived Hollywood in the 80’s as a young actress and model, due to my explicit trust in my own fierce nature and the truth of who I am. However, later on I lost this trust negotiating the male dominating world of my industry of medicine, only to ever so slowly awaken again. But, this time I’m awakening to a patriarchy that is the biggest shadow of them all, the adulteration of the divine feminine in the most clever disguise…the patriarch dressed up as the divine feminine. Does “Little Red Riding hood” ring a bell?

The Dalai Lama once said “The world will be saved by the western woman”.

Of course!!!

It’s the western woman that carries the darkest shadow of them all…her own betrayal of her own nature for the gain of power of the egoic mind, leaving behind the wild and intuitive heart. The western woman is who betrayed her own nature (most often an unconscious act) as she was never native to the land she was pretending to steward. She was never authentic in her own power of love and resolve, as she left her heart and pussy up for sale to the highest bidder for her own gain to glory, this is what happens when we betray our own nature. When we deny our own sexuality by projecting shame and guilt unto others. This is what happens when we reach for the pearls that has been cast before swine. The pearls lazed with contempt and malice.

You know when the patriarch stands in the room because as soon as it feels threatened kindness goes out the window and manipulation through the most common pathologies running rampant today, becomes the dancing steps of the most deadliest tango.

I rather dance with the devil himself than dance with the adulterated divine feminine because she will do what Monsanto has done to our food supply and the communities that grows it…taken the integrity out of love, the breath out of life and the sacred wisdom out of knowledge. Our love, wisdom and our breath that sustains each and every step on this earth is our source for survival. Our hearts may only evolve through the active behavior of love, our sacred wisdom in all its unique and fierce expressions. Love is the only reason we are here. To create beauty and expand our infinite potential for active compassion, service and joyous co-creation.

Yes!…so if our world is to survive we will have to look to the western woman to take a closer look into her heart and examine where she lost her ways. Why she sold her soul.

You woman, you true woman who has been burned at the stakes by the patriarch masquerading as the divine feminine, you know the sting, you know the burn, you know the betrayal, the insult to your nature! You know the feeling when the very fiber of your own divine being is being ripped apart. That aspect of your nature that was holding space for hope, grace and compassion in its most innocent and curious and tender ways. But, you also know what this dance means, what it shows you, right? It is ,Yes my love, a strong medicine because it is the biggest and darkest contrast to your light that you will ever come across. It is never the less the contrast to your own true divine feminine. To your own truly wild, truly glorious, truly free and liberated and undomesticated divine feminine. You stand tall!! You stand beautiful! You stand naked in your sexuality, as you know it’s your creative force. It is the force and the source of all beauty in this world. You stand tall, because deep inside every human heart lies the echo of this nature…true love as the divine feminine.

This is why the pain and the atrocities will never be the solution. This is why the control, the manipulation, the striving and striding will never be the liberation for anyone. This is why one person’s triumph over another is never a liberation for the whole. This is why one person’s own path to self liberation and self reclamation is vital, but not always accomplished because you can not solve the problem from standing within the problem itself, as the saying goes.

You know when you have been burned at the stakes through deep betrayal and personal insult, that you are no longer standing in the problem because the problem is projecting their pain unto you. The problem has become loud, and intimidating and brutal and it will continue so until it implodes upon itself. It will continue so as it will bring itself asunder. We will not feed it anymore nourishment, as we will not feed it anymore life. I will not sit in the bleachers and root for those who dance the dance of false awareness and pretensions as a way to steer attention away from what is really being hidden. The dance of making that which is sacred wrong and shameful, speaks loud and clear of what is hidden beneath the surface of “the golden light”.

The true divine feminine will always and has always had the last word. If we as species become extinct, remember that that is the divine feminine having her last word with us. If we don’t wake up to what is essential and crucial for our survival today, then we will all burn in our own created hell of the patriarchy. The adulteration of the divine feminine. Do not call it spirituality, do not call it sacred. Do not call it anything else but what it is…treason!

If you are reading this and you feel any movement of the patriarchy in this writing, which is here…then I say to you, it is mine to keep digesting. It is mine to keep plucking apart. It is mine to keep slaying in my own personal territory with eyes and heart wide open. I take full responsibility, as I know it resides in all of us to some extent while we awaken from the poisonous kiss and it’s up to each and everyone of us to stand up. STAND UP!!!…for that which we know is our true nature and keep laying down the need for greed, the need for control and power. The need for conquer, righteousness and manipulation. The need for destroying that which we all are.

If you are a woman reading this and you are struggling with your own demons of the patriarchy, I invite you to go into Savasana. Be still my love. Be still. Just like the seed in the ground, if you lay still long enough the rain and the storms will come and go, leaving behind the assurance of new life. She will bloom through you and the blooming of you will be magnificent. She will bloom through you a new narrative. A narrative that holds only that which is most precious to her nature. Fierce, inclusive and unadulterated love! She will not have it any other way. Be still my love! Be still!

I know my own medicine and I know it is not for the faint of heart. It is for those who have come into awakening of their own bodies and their own psyche. That is what is required. People dance around in their egoic mind and have most of their experiences through this structure. But not until you slay and lay down that relationship and awaken into your heart and body, you will see more and more what your nature is capable of and what it actually is. But, don’t be fooled. Don’t be fooled my love. All that glitters is not gold.

The patriarchy never seduces the divine feminine. That is impossible! She is the one that is giving you red flags up and down all day long. She is the one that keeps you up at night with the haunting feeling of some foreshadowing that you can’t comprehend yet…but you can feel the discords in your heart and body, and you are not quite sure what it is. But, it comes up against your wants and needs, your neediness. The patriarchy seduces your own patriarch in you. That is how you know. That is why when you feel betrayed the betrayal goes much deeper because the betrayal is that you betrayed yourself. The betrayal comes back to you. The pain always comes back to you. This is why I am sitting here forgiving myself for betraying my own divine feminine by allowing myself to be seduced by the patriarch disguised as the divine feminine. It’s the story of little Red Riding hood on a mass scale. Except this time she is not naive to the play on the sacred, she is not naive to the grand scam of the patriarchy, she is not naive to her own divine nature. But, she holds the innocence. She holds it sacred. It is the innocence that allows us to open up the heart. The curious heart. The wondrous heart. The heart that yearns to merge with itself. Merge with the universal heart in it’s most grandest and ecstatic contemplation of the universe and it’s players.

Be still my love. Be still and know that she is waiting for your breath of truth to come into your heart and ignite the wisdom of your ancestral flame.

The masquerade is OVER!