The difference between flaunting your beauty and celebrating it lies in the orientation of your awareness...mind vs. heart.

The highest act of arrogance is holding back the gift that is YOU, from yourself and the world at large. This act is the denial of the Beloved. Acting as if she didn’t know what she was doing in the creation of YOU.

Make no mistake!...She knew exactly what she was doing!

The orgasm is the closest we come to experiencing a physical death while still being alive and rooted to our body temple. Many times we hear about near death or death experiences where the individual actually did die and left the body but circumstances where such that they returned to the body temple to live out another re-birth. This usually followed by a strong sense of new purpose and focus in life. The orgasm is very different as it opens up the inherent multi layered purpose for death and rebirth.

Winter 2020

Last full moon a friend and I had the grate fortune to attend a Sound Journey in Big Sur, California. We are so blessed here on the Monterey Peninsula to have so many talented healing arts practitioners from all walks of life with different types of healing modalities. One of our blessings is Deva Munay who is a Sacred Sound Alchemist and facilitates beautiful ongoing gatherings for the community.

There has been so much in my life that I have let go of and that has let go of me in the last 6 months. Now I am sitting with some residue of the memories in my body temple, and more specifically in my spine. It has manifested into heavy energies that are causing the sensation of achy heat between my shoulder blades in the mid thoracics and up to my lower cervical spine. Usually under these circumstances my body starts a cleansing fever that would last for days and be pretty intense.

I was born in a culture that during the time I was growing up girls were expected to be as intelligent, educated and productive as the man. Nothing wrong with that! It was about taking equality to the extreme. There was no difference between a man and a woman in the household. You had to pull equal shares, raise kids, have a career and open your own damn door and pull out your own damn chair. I was told to never depend on a man for anything. Independence was it!

The process of “undomestication” is something that I came into personal awareness of 5 years ago, and for me it’s really about the reclamation of the spirit. The innocence aspect of me, the me that is “unstruck” as in Anahata.

The most poisonous venom currently flowing through our society today, is the manifestation of the patriarch dressed up as the divine feminine.The kiss will invite you into a dance of seductive treason and you will feel the assault on your nature only after it has occurred, and that is the most dangerous movement of the patriarch there is.

We talk about the patriarch silencing the feminine. We talk about all the ways and the different reasons and the devastating cost it has now had on humanity itself.The devastating effect it has had on our mother planet earth. We look at our planet and we say to ourselves...”we have killed the feminine. We have raped her, and raped her over and over again”. And now as a woman in today’s world, at this pivotal point in history, I am feeling the evolutionary impulse, the movement of our times to stand up and reclaim the divine feminine!

Almost two months ago I was sitting by my dying father’s bedside in Stockholm Sweden, holding his hand and tracking his body energy. As I was sensing into the area that was effected by the cancer I could see that that part of the brain was strangely holding a frequency of activity while the rest of the brain was pretty much off line. Then as I sensed into his heart I suddenly became aware of a very vibrant and alive flame of light.